Mia sat herself gingerly on the grimy bench, careful to avoid the dried on gull droppings and sticky fudgesicle puddles lingering from long gone summer days and neglect. The chipped green paint revealed the raw wood underneath; apropos, she supposed. The sun beat down on her almost bare head, burning her neck where the hair had been only a few hours before. This uncomfortable bus stop bench, of all things, had to be the one to remind her of just one more thing in her life gone. To Mia, that cloud of hair had been a security blanket. And now it was gone. Did I really have a choice? she wondered bitterly. Did a choice made under duress still a count as hers?
A breeze cooled the rapidly burning spot on the back of her neck, and she rubbed as if to rub off the burn. No amount of sunscreen would protect that newly vulnerable patch. That might come with time.
A small hem-hem interrupted her brooding and she looked up into the face of a man.
“Is this seat taken?” He gestured to the other side of the grimy bench.
“No.”
He nodded and sat with a grimace. Mia studied him cautiously. He seemed ageless to her, one of those men that could be thirty, or fifty, with nothing to really give it away. Not that she cared anyway, she tried to tell herself. His was a face she could forget easily, she thought, like so many before it. One more face to add to the blur of faces long gone.
He wore slacks, pleated for some god-awful reason and his dockers were scuffed. But his face was clean shaven and the lines surrounding those nothing features could have been from laughter or pain. He gave Mia a small smile and looked away, stretching his legs. The sun didn’t seem to bother him, in fact, he seemed to be thriving in it. Like a sunflower, always following the warm end of the spectrum.
“Beautiful day, isn’t it?” His voice was the gentle tenor of an educated man.
Mia shrugged, “Yeah, suppose so.”
He looked at her and she looked away, not wanting to meet his eyes.
“So, where are you going?”
She shrugged, “Not sure yet.” Not that she would have told him anyway.
“Ah….I’d like to say the same, but it’s home for me.” There was a note of sadness in his voice. Mia stole a glance his way, surprised to see the smile replaced by a faint shadow of pain. She couldn’t understand wanting to have that kind of uncertainty in her life. She would give almost anything to have a home to go home to. Would give almost anything for life to be more than just one shrug and I don’t know followed by another.
“My answer isn’t ever going to change,” Mia murmured, unsure why she felt compelled to speak. ” I never know where I am going. I never have, and I never will.”
He looked at her again, his eyes capturing hers for a moment.
“Why did you cut your hair?”
She looked at him, stunned, “How did you know?”
“Call it a lucky guess, but you keep reaching up to your neck like you expect it to be there. And you’ve got a nasty burn forming.”
“Oh.” She was silent for a moment, “I wanted a change, I guess.”
“Was that the kind of change you were looking for?”
“No.” Mia looked into those deep green eyes, like mature pine in spring, letting the word hang between them for a moment. She wasn’t sure she liked the unspoken question hiding there.
“I’m Chance, by the way.” He broke the silence abruptly, ” I should have introduced myself before I started with the philosophical nonsense.”
She huffed a small half laugh, “I’m Mia.”
“Good to meet you, Mia.” Chance held out his hand. Mia took it gingerly; his hand enveloped hers entirely and she was surprised to feel a thrill of excitement.
Letting the embrace go, they sat in silence for another moment. The breeze rattled the leaves of the trees around the stop. From a distance they could hear the roar of the bus coming their way. A moment passed and it arrived in a hiss of air brakes.
Mia looked at Chance, her intuition nagging, a poke right in that vulnerable spot.
“Well, this is my bus. Good to meet you, Chance.” She held out her hand in farewell. He took it, looking her in the eye.
“I am happy to have met you, Mia. I hope you figure out where you’re going.”
She smiled and stepped onto the bus, the nagging becoming a pull she couldn’t ignore. Mia sighed and glanced behind her; he was waiting patiently on the bench, head down.
“Chance, where is home?” barely audible, yet Chance clearly heard the invitation there.
He shrugged and smiled once more, ” I don’t know.”
And rising to take Mia’s outstretched hand, he stepped onto the bus beside her, bidding goodbye to the stop to God only knows where.